I miss you everyday! Today’s my 41st birthday! Wish you were here to spend it with me. You will always be in my heart forever!

Haven’t updated in awhile but I’ve been keeping busy. Learning new skills in 3D printing and designs. I also got a new puppy! He’s a Shiba Inu and going to be 4 months old in 2 days. He’s a little handful but I love him. I named him SYLC after your initials!

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Merry Christmas!

It has been a pretty good 2022 year. Got some updates for you!

I finally published the poetry book on Amazon! Of course it’s dedicated to you! It was quite a challenge since this was my first publication but I learned many new techniques for it. My next Amazon publication will be a medical journal for patients like that one I did for you.

The poetry book was finalized just in time for the Australia trip. Got to see Aunt Judy and some of the relatives. It was bitter sweet. I wished you were here traveling with me. I miss our travels together.

Also I’ve made lots of great friends during my streaming journey. Got a small but mighty group of followers that support my streams and also help with my emotional/mental journey.

I miss you and I love you always!!!

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I love you very much.

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It’s another one of those hard days. Thinking of you brings up lots of emotions that I can’t control. Seems harder every day. It might be silly but I got you something today . . . . a Hermes bag and Tiffany’s cross necklace. I hope you like it. I’ll probably wear the cross after today just to have it around with me. I miss you! I love you!

I also got the cover art done for the sonnet book that I’m going to publish . . . Dove Series, Phoenix Series and Angel Series.

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Today will be 39 years since you gave me life on this earth. I’m very grateful of spending more than 38 years with you. I just wish it was longer . . . much longer. I miss you every day! I love you Mom!

Lighting today’s candle . . .

Attended the support group as well since it just happen to land on today . . .

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It has been 6 months since you left. I miss you every day. I still struggle in my own way. Feeling lost like tears in the rain. Trying to hold on . . . to keep those precious memories alive. Still trying to find a way to push myself to the anger stage of the grieving process. But this sadness is too overwhelming to move on from.

I love you Mom! I miss you!

“Time is cruel. It punishes.” -Dr. Cahill

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I’m finally fully vaccinated. Got the 2nd Pfizer shot today. Not many people waiting in line today. No real side effect. Just a little sore on the arm.

Enjoyed a truffle wagyu burger with truffle fries the other day as well.

The weather finally got a bit warmer. I’m still doing the paperwork accounts. Going to be a tough start of May. It will be 6th months for you on May 1st. May 6th won’t be a great day without you and I also got the support group on that day. And then there’s Mother’s Day on the 9th. . . . . .

I miss you a lot. I love you!

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Got 2 mails today. One was from Be The Match. Looks like my swabs got tissue typed and officially listed on the registry. Hopefully I can help out someone in the future.

The other mail is from the funeral home. It looks like they finally sent the bill for the transport. Took them almost half a year to send this bill. But at least they did.

Mother’s Day is coming up. I got you something!

I miss you so much! I love you!

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Got my first shot of the Pfizer vaccine. So many people were there getting their shots as well. No real side effects from the first one. So hopefully my second shot won’t be that bad either.

They finally opened the new Krispy Kreme on Rt 4 yesterday. So decided to check it out after I got the vaccine shot. Wished I gotten a chance to take you there since I know you like them as well. The Krispy Kreme car out front is cute!

I miss you Mom! I love you always!

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Got a package from Rutgers in the mail today. It’s the Anatomy Memorial package which includes the names of the presenters and the poems that were read. They also included some wildflower seeds that I’m going to plant when it gets a little bit warmer. I also love the leaf pin that they gave.

I love you Mom! I miss you!

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